回金宝了

我第一次感觉到那么不舍得家里，我的好朋友，我的弟弟，我的妈妈。。。回到了熟悉的金宝，迟了一天回到，因为买不到票了，搭了晚上11.30pm的车，到了的时候大概6.00am了，好累，车开得比平时要慢，因为johor那一带昨天起了很大的雾，就像上云顶时那么厚的雾，而且也很冷。。。当我从车上下来时，我几乎跌了下去，全身使不上劲，而且还有点酸痛的感觉，怎么回事?~不过很幸运的，有taxi能载我回宿舍，当回到以后，我发现我少带了一样重要的东西，干贝（煮粥的重要材料）。我的天啊~怎么办呢？算了，之后再打算吧~ 打开冲凉房准备冲凉，却发现4只蟑螂在里头，当然。。。我大开杀戒了，换床套时又发现了只蟑螂，看来是我宿舍太肮脏了，很不幸的，让那只蟑螂给逃了，稍微整理收拾房间了之后，我已累得动不了了，不知怎么的，头开始痛了起来，没办法睡。。。唉，想了想只好取消今天去问转科资料的行程，好好休息了，9.30am左右，我稍微睡了下，但起身后，还是一样头痛，为何呢？我不知道。。。没有力气，也不想出去，结果早餐午餐到现在都没吃，等晚上再吃吧。。。还是好累
其实这次回来，感觉变了好多，回金宝时没有前几次那么开心了，好奇怪。。。是压力吗？不懂。。。所有感觉都不像从前，怎么了？哎呀，不管了，可能是没办法和好朋友们一起上课，没有那么熟悉的感觉了。。。最后决定连课都不去了，在宿舍里听歌，偷懒一天，不过明天可不能这样了，有空时要去买点书来看晋升我的知识了，我已经慢了，听了歌，写了blog,心情好点了，只是怎么突然下雨了，不过也罢。。。很凉很舒服^^像是暗示着我休息时间到了，哈哈，我头还痛着，哪能睡？！没法了，撞墙又怕痛，只好慢慢等好点了再说咯~^^
这里的好朋友们，我想你们了，什么时候能见面呢？很期待^^但不知道为什么也有种害怕的感觉

情感世界（朋友篇）

To All my friends:

在情感世界里，没有所谓对与错，没有所谓付出必有回报，好人未必有好报，这是无可否认的。。。常听见，有朋友反目了，再见如不相识，擦肩而过，彼此认识彼此，彼此曾经要好，成了熟悉的陌生人。。。其实多数只因为误会而起，误会？当有人告诉你，你误会他了，你会怎么回答？你是否会说“误会？我没有误会他，这就是事实”， 但事实真是如此吗？你真的了解整件事情的经过吗？如果你因为某些事情而反目，那我奉劝给我亲爱的朋友们，你们认识多久了？你对他多多少少都有一定的了解，难道他是这样的人吗？你丝毫不小心验证，只凭表面证据，就定了别人的罪，难道你听到的是整个聊天的过程吗？难道你能看穿他的心吗？你能明白他心里是怎么想的吗？说错话是常有的事情，不经详细查证你就胡思乱想是你的事情，为何要让他人受罪？送给一些自私的朋友们，请用“心”去对待朋友，好吗？不是为了别人，而是为了你自己啊！你希望别人信任你吗？那就请你先信任别人吧。。。更别说是曾经的好朋友了。。。错并不重要，重要的是错了不知道悔改。。。因为一些缘故，让我想回了过去，又想到了现在一些朋友的状况，才引起了我这番感触。。。我累了，但我信任你们，我的朋友们，你们绝对是我最要好的朋友，无论你们怎么看我，就算是把我当成敌人，仇人，我还是把你当做我的朋友，只因为我信任你们，你们绝对是值得信任的好朋友，虽然我可能不是，情绪化且也常说错话，但我对朋友的心永远是颗真正的心。。。受伤的心得以复原全归功与你们啊。。。我psychology course里的好好好朋友。。。所以我不后悔选了这科，只因为我认识了你们。。。我的世界因你们而美丽，让我摊开我的心接受你们，卸下我这因受过伤而戴上的面具（虚伪的自己）。。。我舍不得你们，愿我们的友谊常住。。。

From kahzhing

疑惑，希望，笑一个^^

成绩揭晓以后，到底还有谁打算进社会大学呢？看了你们的blog,我看到了你们不开心的理由。。。你们的“爸爸”打算进社会大学了，相信他也会舍不得你们吧。。。只是有时候，开来的挡不了，该去的拦不住，虽然可能提早了些，但也只能看开了，开心点^^微笑着，他不会希望你们不开心。。。
看到你说所谓的他们可能包括我吧。。。如果是，我只是想说我暂时还不会离开，这是今天与一个很要好的知己讨论的结果，至于其他人，我还是那句话，他们全都不希望你们因此不开心。。。还有。。。没有谁需要谁这种道理，我们都相信你可以的，有信心点^^

看了第二个blog,我只想说安不安慰并不重要，你的心意早已传入我们的心中，无论决定如何，好朋友就是好朋友，别因此心情低落，虽然这要求苛刻了点，希望你能做到，为什么这么说呢？因为我的感觉是如此。。。我看了成绩并不伤心，但我看了你们的blog，我却开始有点担心，伤心了，我在乎你们，不希望你们因此不开心，心情低落，相信他们都是一样的，开心点^^

我的表达能力或许不好，但希望你们能理解我想表达的，你们开心时，我虽然未必开心，但你们不开心时，我却绝对不会开心，不只是我，他们也一样，我相信，所以请开心点^^要理由？因为你们不会希望我们不开心吧~^^所以笑一个^^ 当然如果你所说的不包括我，那就把最后一句改成“因为你们不会希望他们不开心吧~^^”

^^微笑^^

夜晚，胡思乱想的我

就这样，一天又过去了。。。夜晚，是人最疲倦的时候，好累啊。。。在睡前，如往常每当我闭上眼时，脑海会不经意地浮现一些曾经有过的甜蜜，开心画面，不管结果如何，过程的确很开心。。。可是就当我这么想时，往往心情就会开始低落了，开始会有种不一样的想法。。。如为什么我运气不能好一点呢？为什么我为家所做的事不能得到认同呢？为什么？为什么？一切一切。。。我开始怨天怨地了。。。原来老是把这一切当成挑战的我也有这一面。。。我的信心原来已经开始减弱了，只是我不知道。。。好想要有个人能够体贴地关心我。。。可是我找不到，找不到心灵的寄托。。。成绩出了，其实我和多数人一样很紧张，因为我已fail了两次，一直担心这次会不会又fail,可我却一直乐观的告诉自己，成绩已经定了，无法改变，一切冥冥之中自有安排。。。这样安慰着自己，看着还不稳定的未来。。。一向对目标信心十足的我，开始害怕了。。。路还很远，这伤痕累累的心是否能顺利一路闯下去还是个疑问，虽然信心可以带领我一路过关斩将，但信心的来源却完全出自于我自己，完全没有理由。。。这使我开始感觉到累了。。。但我不想把这当成休息的借口，我还要继续努力着，不管以后的路有多难走，就算要一个人过关斩将，我竭尽所能也在所不惜。。。
不放弃，相信总有一天能看见曙光。。。我坚信着。。。
很感谢朋友们的陪伴，关心，照顾，但可惜你们不可能一直陪着我走完我这一整段人生的路。。。若有人可以，我愿永远永远尽我所能保护，关心，照顾，给予你一切最好的，直到我的最后一天。。。
愿能有这么一个人

文章到此结束，我要睡了。。。晚安

^^感谢^^

快乐的时光总是很快过去，人的一生说长不长，说短不短，很多快乐的回忆在脑海中一辈子都忘不了，这些美好的回忆往往只是一瞬间，一天，一个月的时光，但却足以让我永远记得，不论好的坏的，感谢你们带给我生命中美好的回忆，感谢你们带给我生命中很好的教导，因为你们才有今天的我，无论未来如何，结果怎样，我对你们的心永不改变，想法，做法，性格或许都会随着时间，经历，知识而改变，但我的心是不变的，我还是我^^

^^谢谢你们^^
给我所爱与爱过的人，所有知己，所有好朋友，所有曾经帮助我的人，所有曾经伤害我的人，所有曾经指导我的人，所有曾经批评我的人...感谢所有曾经出现在我生命旅途中的人^^

520 day? I hate it but I wishing for fren

Yesterday, Happy 520 day to all friends which is in pair. Wish u all always sweet sweet ah ^^ However, I not very like this date ~ because ...I am not in pair !!!! argh !!! haha, a simple reason, right? I am not so lucky maybe, always fall in love with somebody that I shouldnt love T.T, but this is actually a fastest way to make myself growth. Although some sad feeling is uncontrolable and also quite torturing sometime... after yesterday saw a lot of 520 in facebook, blog, I finally know why yesterday my mood so strange...haha, in the start I still wondering why my mood a bit strange and not so good>.<
Anyway, I believe that one day later I will able to meet the right person after few failure ... I believe the day will come... just maybe the time haven ripe... I must believe I will always in love with wrong person, that is just the way god wan me to improve !!!! I believe that !!! My day will come if I never give up. That is definitely me!!! An undieable coakcroach!!!
But now I wishing all of my fren happy 520 day ^^

Have A Nice Trip In KL and a very nice day

Sunway trip is so happy ^^ enjoying many event there... haha, I cant remember the event name well, so I didnt name here. Most happy is we playing water there, all of us dunno swimming but hor....suddenly few ppl know swimming jor, so weird, why ler? haha, i guess we should able to guess it ^^ This day is the best day for me, cos besides a nice trip there, I get a call from my mum that they are stop quarraling, my father start didnt always lost temper to my mum, everything seem going better. They also understand that what I trying to do to concern this family, I am almost crying when my mum tell that they know... I dunno is there anyone can understand my feel, but I am really happy although after I reach home, discover that there is a lot of 后遗症...All bad feeling happen in the morning and evening have seem cured^^

The other day, I decided to stay 1 more day because my mood is gone happier due to the reason I mention above.Haha, I never know all people are prefer see movie so queit and so seriously watching. I cant suit myself to that, feel quite bored >.<
but then I found that is it because I am too happy? then I become too talkactive jor? haha, I decided to silence a bit...and start to sms my hometown friend to see which of them in Yong Peng, my hometown. lol, that time have many time I wan to talk but I stop myself^^ Sorry ah guys and gals, I will change myself to suit this 1st before I next join u all go cinema watching movie^^ oh, later we have go take dinner but I really hate these two fellow, keep playing me >.< ,aiyo, very sienz lar, I dun wan to back to myself when I am in form 4 and form 5. Because that time my way of talking very very kejam one...much easier offend people than now>.<

Anyway, thx to u all let me have a nice trip in this 2 day^^ sorry if I cause trouble >.< and ~ thx u so much ^^ especially chui yee^^ I love u all ^^ haha, that is all here, something that not suitable to talk here already hidden =P dun ask me ^^
bye~ hope to see u all next sem ^^

A New Journey maybe will start le

Just now having my last exam but it seem to be much out of my expectation, I miss took 1 question meaning, 35 marks lost... the other 2question all quite tough and strange I dun have much confident to get pass...after I calculate my marks, hope really have miracle but I guess I have to prepare le, prepare to leave here and start enter social University. It maybe a good arrangement ^^
I have to plan a bit first before it become fact. So now maybe my last moment to be with u all, I try my best to enjoy it. Haha, hope it wont become truth but if it become truth, hope we can meet once again 1 day later. Watever ~ depend on 缘分吧~

Peace in the Heart

I have fight over myself a long time... It is already long time since the war started in my Heart. Now the war finally stop, although I am not sure that will the war restart again in the Heart. It make me feel much relax after I make up some decision, some cruel decision to myself. However, It maybe the best way to get myself out of the war in my Heart. I finally find out my peaceful day in my deep Heart. It may broke out the war once again in any time, but not now after I decided to do so to let my Heart wont easily get hurt again. Tomorrow I having exam, but I have totally no mood for the exam. Due to some issue that I can feel, I have to set again my decision.
This blog might make anyone that viewing feel dizzy or dunno what I wrote about... because everything write till quite blur ... but I am not going to explain for u, because this is the decision I make up and decided to do it secretly.
I stop here, thx for viewing.

Real Self

How many people can accept my real self? After I open out my real self, all seem very clearly... I already know who is my real best friends and who is my fake best friends (talk we r best friends forever only). I am glad to have many great time this few sem ^^ but one thing really dissappointed me is the result after I stop defend up myself and show out my real self. It tell me that better to defend myself than open out myself.

I dunno what u all will thinking after viewing what I wrote out, but 1 thing I can sure is most of u all know what I am talking about. This is the main reason that cause me prefer alone than always with others. I have already change these into my studying force, perhap this will help me well in my academic performance.

I am not strong as my appearance... only those who successfully enter my heart can hurt me. I am quite hurt actually but I pretend to be strong... What U all know about me? Actually nothing. Because ... when I decided to open out myself to let u all know, the reaction already answer me and hurt me well... I pretend to be strong so long time... but today's chatting make really cant control myself to write out these... Dun care about me, I accept the truth. I am not deny that u all will not be a good friends... but not for me ... Heart ...I am using heart to detect and treat everyone, but who else know? I really so hope that somebody really can understood me well ....

Dun worry about me will suffer in the real society, I wont because I know how to protect myself, I can hide well my weakness in social. But I DUN WAN TO BE LIKE THIS WITH U ALL!!! Maybe really not much people can accept... I admit it, thx for accompany me anyway, I am really glad that we are best friends once before I show up my real self. However, this maybe the last time I open out my real self. I am still a lot to tell, but I have to stop here. Or else my heart will start bleeding again because my sincere and our friendship are so weak...

Dun give any comments, I dun wish to hear and see whoever writting besides encouragement. Let me be calm in these few years. We will meet next sem, but I maybe will put back my mask... all depend on my later on thinking. Haiz, next time please dun gorek out my pain, my real best friend.

Smile ^^ Keep my smile always ^^ I like nature ^^

I like to chat with good friend ... especially in the place that close to nature ^^ It make me feel so relax ... Turn my eyes watch back to this sem, It really happen a lot of matters... Finally it come to the end, glad to have the great time with u guys and gals, in the long life road, I will still trying my best to improve myself and assist u all ^^ Nothing can be sure, but i am sure if u need me, I will always there ^^ Be true to myself, be smile in my heart, be happy to get know of u all ^^ Some uncontrolable feeling already under control, now I wish our relationship(关系) will always pure like the nature ^^ Best Friends Forever, whatever I do, might hurt u sometime but I will never do it purposely ^^ Forgive me if I am having mistake ^^ because I am also a normal human being ^^
Tonight's blog end here, good night ^^

^^smile face today^^

Last night, I almost didnt sleep, very late sleep, very early wake up, so sleep till quite late wake up. It is a bored day for me, but I see jor some pretty picture today^^ no matter how many time I see that picture I will smiling ^^ haha, so happy ^^ I guess if I everyday see this picture and study, I can concentrate well ^^

Haha, when almost dinner time, the rain start, but... after my delivery reach, I see outside, stop rain le , my face directly become this (==)

Tomorrow after I asking for the time of the last bus back from KL to YongPeng, then need pack up my mood and study for my last subject le^^
#Anyone know the time of the last bus in KL back to YongPeng, please kindly tell me here, thx a lot^^
My blog stop here, thx for viewing ^^

Birthday party on westlake basketball court

Katherine's birthday suprice party but seem already let her know jor ~ haha, but in the all we still very happy because ~ we playing game ,haha

First, I didnt take part, they playing 老鹰捉小鸡, but seem more like playing 摔跤赛 among ah thye and jye ,haha, so funny ^^

Then we playing 丢手帕，aiyo, tat make me feel so tired, tat jye run like a superman, inhuman speed, cant catch him after he throw 手帕 to me, and I 滚了一圈，aiyo,my knee slightly injured jor ~ haha, but it is alright ^^ the more funny is I sit back the wrong place, got 2 place there, I dunno which one ~ haiz, all laughing me T.T, so bad ~ T.T

Then the last we playing a,e,i,o,u, aiyo, tat is the most suffer, my leg putus jor, tat jye and 1u so geng, keep hug ppl and find chance gay ppl ~ haha, they waiting so long time after 1 round >.< ....lazy to talk so many, go see what ah thye upload later then u will know how funny we are. Aiyo, painful lar , this 1u and jye keep putting the strange pose and put me in the middle, walao, keep hitting me>.< , of cos we lose jor and need to restart ~ haha, here come the most funny one, it make my leg seem not belong to me jor, 1u and jye both blocking my way to infront and behind, I no choice sit down jor the ground,it should be a easy pose but....aiyo, almost can say is 一字马la~ pain ah !!! haha, but i feel 1 ppl more pain than me, xiaojian, jye terlanggar her face, when i hear xiaojian tell that jye u r so strong, I know she is really really super pain >.< , jye ah ~ be gentleman a bit lar ~ lol

Haiyo, my pant break jor a big hole, so sad, I not enough pant wear jor, hehe, can less go yumcha because tat is my outdoor pant~
Tat is a nice party we have, all seem very happy. After I reach my hostel, I open msn and see who gt online. but most ppl offline jor when I say hi ~ haha, maybe it is too late already ^^ good night guys and gals, have a nice dream and sleep^^ I stop my blog here. Bye ^^and It is my blog, of cos wat i write mostly about myself ^^

突然好想你

我想我真的病了，几天没见面怎么能那么想你。。。见面了也要忍着不能泄漏自己的想念，因为我不应该如此想念。。。
是我的错觉吗？慢慢地。。。慢慢地。。。好像有种疏远了的感觉，关系好像不如之前的好了，有时我好想让4月1日重来一次，让我不如此莽撞，而选择默默地守候着你，那该多好。。。不过一切已不能回头，这已成了无法否认的事实。。。我必须面对，加油！时常告诉自己，平常心对待，不让自己老是关心过了界。。。加油！我肯定能办到的，只要我相信！^^(不过如果有时过于冷淡，或关心过了界，还请原谅^^)

星期一了，不知怎么老是以为今天星期二了。。。要开始读书咯~准备下一科。。。
这几天都好平淡。。。好想找个舒服的地方坐着看星星。。。为什么呢？我自己都不知道。。。只是突然好想自己一个人静静地望着远处。。。

好了~想不到东西写了，那就写到这儿吧。。。自己看完了这篇blog，觉得这篇好像很emo的感觉，不过又不懂怎么改。。。那就算了，总之我没emo就对了，只是突然好想你。。。^^

Today

Today is Mother's day... but I am not gonna write about that here. I already send her a messenge with " 母亲节快乐". I dun actually know what wishing should i write about... haiz, forget it, I just wan to let her know i remember and still concerning her. My communication with my both parents can be count is quite poor, the reason I cant tell her, dun wan to break their image, no matter how, I still care of them, wish they are always healthy.

Many of my friends already back to hometown, some are having last exam, so envy them. I still having my last exam paper on next saturday morning. Haha, it also means that I have to be alone for this week le ~ so sad =P. Actually, I dunno why, I discover that I change jor a bit... I am happy when I am alone doing anything although when they call me out, I will extra happy. I dun have much emotional changing already, look like I am enjoying alone and also together with friends. But....haha, of cos this week i have to enjoy alone^^ Oh, hey buddies, when I silence myself will seem like so scary meh ? >.<'' lol~ make me so hurt la, I look like so kind, how come will scary d?== haha, watever...I am enjoying with u all^^

We have the fate to meet, we have the fate to be friends, we have the fate to be good friends, we have the fate to be best friends, it is already more than enough, glad that i know u all, buddies. For further improve, just look at the fate ba...think too much will hurt body d ^^( told myself) 努力过就好，总有花开的一天

There is a hope always ^^

My dinner finally come~ so happy^^ yummy, good thing is always worth to wait d~ haha, I already dun scare waiting, at least there is a hope.^^
Waiting~ when the food come, it taste extra delicious, haha...even if the food didnt come, I can still choose to cycle to outside for eat...There will be not the end of the world even if what i waiting for is just a fake hope.
Hehe, same here, before the exam paper out, I am still have the chance to get the result i wan if i try^^ there will be dissappointed but it is not the end of the world if i didnt get the result I wan.
Many thing are just like something happen around us, look it differently, everything will change, I am learn that from somebody and add some info ...haha, I stop my writting here, continue my dinner and then concentrate on study lor ~

If agree what I tell, pls kindly comment a word 'good' at here. Thx ^^

Exam day

I am so nervous now 4 hours before the exam,so worry...I never like this before, how come I am so nervous, Is it because I fail this subject before? or because my prepare is still not enough? I dunno, I just know I am nervous now. Even I try to comfort myself, I still a bit nervous, aiyo, dun care le, keep on study, when i see the question is I know how to do d then everything can be solve

Insomniac

It is a lonely night, many friends are still burning midnight oil for tomorrow cognitive exam and some of them already sleep. Oh, why I wake up around this time?haha, I keep on sleep 1 hours and wake up...this is too bad, am I an insomniac?

I didnt online facebook and also msn just because I just promised wont open it until my personality exam end. Haha, the only thing i concern is "Is she still doing revision? or maybe already sleep?","Is she need me to call her wake up earlier for doing unfinished revision?", Oh , stop here, I start take my handphone and check the messenge, there is no any incoming messenge. Haha, so I guess she maybe already done revision or thinking that it is useless even I called her wake up for study also xD because she will sleep back. God knows the real reason but I dun care about it, it is her best decision, I respect her^^

Hey!Hey!Hey!Stop my thinking here, since already cant sleep, I should take a good use of these time. There is no time to let me waste, let me start my revision now with some nice song. A bit hungry, haha, cook something 1st...energy are the basic requirement for me to challenge myself with the book^^

My疑心病(I use chinese because I dunno how to pronounce in english) always so strong, if keep on writting and thinking here, I am sure my mood will change jor because of uncertainty. SO.....Go!Go!Go! Let me start doing revision now ^^ Good night and have a nice sleep or nice study, friends !

State:My 疑心病 only will happen to those ppl that I concern a lot and also due to lack of confidence of myself, haha, can be say is lack of security feel.

Haiz, early morning so bored, still break law jor, go play some facebook quiz le~

Heart

My heart already stop bleeding, I have thinking through it, U r worth to let me wait ,I will never give up without a series of tries. As long as u r didnt marriage , my chance will never gone.
Although this might be a fake hope or I will gain nothing even I waiting forever, but I am sure I will regret if I give up just because of these.
Finally, I made up my mind very very certainly, I will keep concerning u and keep treat u good but 1 thing I am sure I will do is ,if there is a chance there, I will go ahead and grab the chance. My principle gone? No, tis is no more a principle problem! It is nothing wrong I chasing who I truly love as long as u haven go into marriage. No matter what is the result, u r still my best friend. I believe u wont keep me a distance because of these, I trust u^^ Just let anything be usual~
I just wanna let u know I have made up my mind, now I shall able to put all my effort into studies and even gain extra energy to continue my preparation for future ! ^^ I didnt lie and I will prove it !

我到底想怎样？

放弃不放弃，我不是早都决定好了吗？怎么我又开始犹豫了呢？可能感觉如此接近，实际却很遥远的感觉不好受吧。。。告诉自己决定了就要坚定！！！
时常我都无法控制自己的感觉，感受。。。希望我对你说的一些话不会让你觉得厌烦。。。希望我的一些举动不会让你觉得难为。。。如果你觉得厌烦，难为，请告诉我！^^ 既然做不到你心里的那位，我要尽可能地抢占我在你心里的分量，哪怕只有0.0000001%或更少~^^我要加油！加油！！再加油！！！想让你想到我时永远只有好的一面！^^虽然很难，但我会加油！

最近的我是不是有点若人厌呢？没带上‘面具’，感觉好不安全，随时会被人讨厌的感觉。。。是我不够信心吗？还是事实如此？我好在意你们怎么看我哦。。。自己到底对你们来说扮演着什么样的角色呢？一定是很好的朋友！！！就算对自己没信心也要对他/她们有信心！！！

想喝点酒，常有人说，借酒消愁，但我并不愁，只是常听到酒后吐真言，很好奇，自己醉后会说些什么~=P

明天就考试了，实际上这篇blog是前一天睡前写的，哈哈，我只是出来做点事情，顺便更新我的blog罢了~ 第一科要开始考咯~加油！！！（对自己说的）xD

顺便注明一下：请不要太在意我所写的，这只是我对自己的疑问及鼓励。。。^^

Noob Khakabo

Just now having a great time in cc with jye,min,des. We playing SDO after we having our dinner, at start it is quite fun but after sometime , i feel really pekcek due to the lousy pc of khakabo, keep on lagging, the seat i take is so hot ~ hot + lagging pc , omg ~ i really pekcek , but i am nt emo lar siewmin, thx to des keep on putting water in sdo and let me win in order trying to cure my pekcek~ after playing few round without lagging , my pekcek finally successful cured~

Aiyo , I wonder how siewmin EQ can be so high , jye keep add speed and reduce the speed she play , she also can tahan~ if me , 1 punch give jye lor ~ haha, although in the game we still losing very cham=.= , it is still enjoyable game cos it quite less lagging. Then we play l4d, omg, jye so imba , the only survival in the game ,in the memory of zhing,md,1u~ it is so sad, jye dump us....>.< although min say if she is jye , she will do so also ~ aiyo , how cruel they are ~ if i am jye , i will go out and say let's die together , we try again the mission =P ,haha, acting good ppl~

In the end, we finally home around 2am , it is so early , my head are so pain , haha ,kill those zombie till too happy liao~ 1st time play l4d so dare to rush but the most damage deal to me nt zombie, is my dearest teammate >.<''
haha,now headaching ....oh , gush , sure is let those zombie hit till pain d~ haha, should i knock the wall and direct faint till tomorrow just wake up ? It seem like a good way but i dun dare to do so ~ haha

Haiyo, I also wan group study le, but i only taking 1 subject same with u all , it will nt effective to me if i join u all ~ haha , so sad~ +u studying , today play almost whole day le , I can do it !!!^^